CHAPTER ONE - part 1
With
one fingertip, Natividad drew a pentagram on the window of the bus. It
glimmered faintly, nearly invisible, light against light: protection
against danger and the dark and all shadowed things.
Well, almost all. Some, anyway.
The
glass of the window was cold enough to numb the tip of her finger. The
cold was always a shock; she somehow never expected it, even after all
these days of travel. It was cold inside the bus, but she knew it was
much colder outside. Of course winter temperatures here fell way below
zero, but she hadn’t guessed what that would be like. She hadn’t known
that air could be so cold it actually hurt to breathe. She knew it now.
The
countryside framed by her pentagram’s pale glimmer was as foreign and
comfortless as the cold. The mountains themselves were almost familiar,
but Natividad recognized nothing else in this high northern country to
which she and her brothers had come. Driven by enemies behind and hope
ahead… though now that they were here, this didn’t look much like a
country of hope. But they had had nowhere else to go. No other choices.
Natividad
glanced surreptitiously sideways, reassuring herself that, even in this
cold and unfamiliar country, her brothers hadn’t changed.
Her
twin, Miguel, in the seat next to her, was reading a newspaper he’d
scrounged somewhere. That was certainly ordinary. He turned the pages
carefully in a vain attempt to avoid irritating Alejandro. Across the
aisle, Alejandro was staring out the opposite window, pretending not to
be annoyed by the rustling pages. Natividad saw the tension in his
shoulders and back and knew how hard his dark shadow pressed him.
Despite everything she could do to help her older brother, his temper,
always close to the surface, had been strained hard – not only by the
terror and rage and grief so recently past, but by the unavoidable
awareness that they were running into danger almost greater than they’d
escaped.
All
the strangers on the bus didn’t help, either. All along, wanting no one
behind them, Alejandro had insisted that they sit together in the rear
of the bus. Though it was nice to sit in the front so you could get off
faster when the bus stopped, sitting in the back was alright if it
helped Alejandro keep his shadow under tight control. Even if it was
harder to get a good view of the road. Natividad looked out her window
again. She could still see the pentagram she’d drawn, though by now it
would be completely invisible to ordinary human sight.
Out
there in the cold, mountains rose against the sky, white and gray and
black: snow and naked trees and granite and the sky above all… The sky
itself was different here, crystalline and transparent, seeming farther
away than any Mexican sky. The sun seemed smaller here, too, than the
one that burned across the dry mountains of Nuevo León: this sun poured
out not heat, but a cold brilliant luminescence that the endless snow
reflected back into the sky, until the whole world seemed made of light.
Beside Natividad, Miguel leaned sideways to look past her, curious to see what had caught her attention.
“Nothing,”
Natividad said in English. She had insisted on speaking nothing but
English since they had crossed the Rio Bravo. Miguel and even Alejandro
had looked back across the river, toward the home they were leaving
behind. She had not. She wanted to leave everything behind: all the
grief and the terrible memories – let the dead past drown in that river;
she would walk into another country and another life and never look
back.
“It’s
not nothing,” her twin answered. “It’s the Northeast Kingdom. It’s
Dimilioc.” His wave took in all the land east and north of the highway.
“Just
like all the other mountains,” said Natividad, deliberately flippant.
But Miguel was right, and she knew it mattered. Since St Johnsbury, all
the land to the east was Dimilioc territory. She said, “I bet the road
out of Newport is paved with yellow bricks.”
Miguel grinned. “Except the road is lined with wolves instead of lions and tigers and bears, Dorothy.”
Natividad gave him a raised-eyebrow look. “‘Dorothy?’ Are you kidding? I’m the witch.”
“The
good witch or-” Miguel stopped, though, as Alejandro gave them both a
look. Alejandro did not like jokes about Dimilioc or about the part of
Vermont that Americans called the Northeast Kingdom – almost a quarter
of the state. Natividad knew why. Americans might be joking when they
called this part of Vermont a “kingdom”, but she knew that there was too
much truth to that joke for it to be funny.
Dimilioc
really was a kind of independent kingdom, with Grayson Lanning its king
– and everyone knew he did not like stray black dogs. They were all
nervous, but Alejandro had more reason to be afraid than Miguel and far
more reason than Natividad. Fear always strained his control. Natividad
ducked her head apologetically.
“Newport,” Alejandro said, his tone curt.
It
was. Natividad had not even noticed the exit signs, but the bus was
slowing for the turn off the highway. Newport: the town where all the
bus routes finally ran out. Just visible past Alejandro’s shoulder, Lake
Memphremagog glittered in late afternoon light. Natividad liked the
lake – at least, she liked its name. It had pizzazz. She stretched to
catch another glimpse of it, but then the bus turned away from the lake
and rolled into the station and she lost sight of the bright water.
Newport
was the town closest to Dimilioc that did not actually fall within the
borders of the Northeast Kingdom. It was smaller than Natividad had
expected. Clean, neat, pretty – all the towns this far north seemed to
be clean and neat and pretty. Maybe that was the snow lying over
everything, hiding all evidence of clutter and untidiness until the
spring thaw should uncover it. If there was a thaw. Or a spring. It was
hard to believe any spring could thaw this frozen country. As she got
off the bus, Natividad pulled the hood of her coat up around her face
and tried to pretend she was warm.
“You
must get out of the cold,” Alejandro said abruptly. He closed one long
hand around Natividad’s arm, collected Miguel with a glance, and led
them across the street toward the hotel on the opposite corner. He
scanned the streets warily as they moved, scenting the cold air for
possible enemies.
Natividad
made no effort to calm her brother. She hoped and believed they’d left
all their enemies behind them – even Vonhausel would not dare intrude on
Dimilioc territory – but they were intruding here, so how could
Alejandro be calm? She didn’t argue about the hotel, either. It looked
alright. It looked like it might be expensive. But everything in Newport
was probably expensive, and her brother needed to feel like he was in
control, and they would only be there one night, after all.
Miguel heaved their pack up over his shoulder and hurried to catch up. “We need to find a car-” he began.
“Not
today,” snapped Alejandro. “It gets dark too early here. You can’t go
alone to look at cars, and Natividad is tired and cold and needs to
rest.”
Miguel,
catching Alejandro’s tone and not needing Natividad’s warning glance,
said meekly, “Maybe tonight I can find a newspaper with ads. Then I can
figure out which cars we should look at tomorrow.” Alejandro nodded
curtly, not much interested.
The
hotel was expensive, but they only needed one room. They got a room
with two beds, but Alejandro wouldn’t sleep, of course – certainly not
after dark. He stretched out on his stomach on the bed nearer the door,
on top of the bedspread, his chin propped up on his hands, his eyes open
and watchful.
“One
night,” Natividad said, counting the money they had left. “I think we
can afford one night – if we don’t have to pay too much for a car. We
won’t need-” she stopped herself, barely, from saying that after
tomorrow, one way or another, they probably wouldn’t have to worry about
money. She said instead, “Try to find a car for less than two thousand
dollars, Miguel, but we can pay more if we really need to.”
Miguel
muttered a wordless acknowledgement, not looking up. There had been
newspapers in the hotel’s lobby, and he had collected them all.
Natividad read the stories while her twin looked at the ads for cars.
Big headlines shouted about recent werewolf violence. The part about the
weather included warnings about the dates of the approaching full moon
as well as about expected snow. All the way north, in one hotel and bus
station after another, the headlines had been like that.
Certainly
the newspaper people were right about the great increase in “werewolf”
violence, though the writers did not yet know enough to distinguish
between true black dogs and mere cambiadors, the little moon-bound
shifters. What ordinary people thought they knew about “werewolves” was
still mostly wrong, even now, when the vampire magic that had fogged
human perception for so long had thinned almost to nothing. The vampires
had not been gone long enough, yet, for people to figure out the real
shape of the world. Miguel said that human ignorance about the
sobrenatural could not last very much longer. Natividad wasn’t sure. She
thought people wouldn’t want to think about or believe in scary
monsters that hunted in the dark.
“Your maraña mágica,” Alejandro said abruptly.
Natividad
looked up in surprise. “You think it’s important? Here?” Even if
Vonhausel had managed to track them all the way north – which was
impossible – but anyway, even Vonhausel would hardly attack them here in
this nice hotel so close to Dimilioc.
“It’s always important,” Alejandro snapped. “All the time.”
Natividad
said, “Alright,” in her very meekest tone and slid off the bed. Before
she got out her maraña, she drew a pentagram on the glass of the window,
for safety and peace, to help calm her brother. But she drew a mandala
on the floor, too: a simple crossed circle, just in case Alejandro was
right and somebody was looking for them. Unwanted attention just sort of
slid off a circle. Mamá had taught her-
Natividad
stopped for a second, breathing deliberately. For just a heartbeat, she
could almost have believed she really was back with Mamá, out behind
the main house, where the great oak reached its heavy branches out over
the ring of young limber pines, twenty-seven of them, each with its
trunk only a little thicker than her own wrist. She could almost believe
she stood amid rich light slanting through the oak leaves, dust motes
sparkling in the sunlight pouring down around her.
Mamá
had planted those pines when she and Papá had first built their house
in Potosi, because there was strength in bending as well as in standing
firm. She said Papá and Alejandro could have the rest of the mountain,
but the circle was her workshop and she wanted no shadows to fall
uninvited beneath the oak or between the pines-
Natividad
flinched from that memory. She would not remember the other shadows
that had come there, at the end – she refused to remember that. She
wanted to remember Mamá the way she had been before, long before, when
the pines had been hardly taller than a little girl of five or six or
seven. Mamá smiling and happy, teaching Natividad to draw circles in the
gritty soil. Circles, and spirals, and mandalas strengthened with their
interior crosses. She had said, “Spirals draw attention in, but circles
close it out, Natividad. Attention slides off a circle. Remember that,
if you ever have to hide. But then, of course you will remember, my
beautiful child. You remember everything.” And she had reached out and
touched Natividad’s cheek gently with the tips of her fingers. She had
been smiling, but she had been sad.
“Hide
from what?” Natividad had asked. The sadness worried her. She had not
understood it. She remembered that now: the naivety of the child she had
been, who understood already that the Pure always had to hide but
thought that was just the way the world was and did not understand why
that truth should make Mamá sad. Who did not understand yet how
carefully Mamá had worked to hide them, their whole family. Or from
what.
Or what would happen when they were found.
She
would not allow herself to remember. She breathed deeply. Only after
she had again locked the past in the past did she go on to borrow
Alejandro’s knife, prick her finger, and anchor the mandala with a drop
of her blood at each compass point. She did not remember Mamá showing
her how to do that – she would not remember, and did not, focusing
fiercely on the immediate present. As she closed the circle with the
last drop of blood, she murmured aloud, “May this cross guard this room
and all within, against the dark and the dead and any who come with ill
intent.” And then she added, “And this night let it guard us, too,
against ill memory and dark dreams.” Her brothers both looked at her
sharply, but Natividad pretended not to notice. The mandala closed with a
sharp little shock of magic. She nodded firmly to show them that
everything was fine.
“The
maraña,” Alejandro reminded her, not commenting on her addition. He
watched her, worried. He thought she couldn’t tell when he worried about
her, but she always could.
“I
know,” said Natividad. She slipped her maraña mágica out of her back
pocket and held it up. Folded, it was about the size of a credit card.
She snapped it open and spun it across the door from top to bottom. It
clung there, a tangled net of light and shadows, trembling like a
dew-spangled spider web, insubstantial as a handful of light but ready
to confuse the steps of any enemy who tried to cross it. Natividad
didn’t dare remind Alejandro about anything in case he thought she was
nagging, but she remarked to the air, “If we call out for pizza, we’d
better remember to take that down again, or we’ll be waiting a long
time.”
Miguel looked up, suddenly alert. “Pizza?”
Natividad made a scornful sound, pretending to be offended. “You and pizza! Anybody would think you’d grown up Gringo.”
“It’s
probably genetic,” Miguel said, pretending his dignity had been
injured. “It’s not my fault I got the pizza gene and you got the tamale
gene. Can we order pizza if we put jalapenos on it? Jalapenos and onions
and ham and extra cheese.”
“It’s not very good cheese on those pizzas-”
“It wouldn’t be very good on anything else, but it’s perfect on those pizzas.”
“Order
whatever you want,” Alejandro said from the other bed. He spoke in
Spanish, visibly beginning to relax at last as this casual, ordinary
bickering persuaded him that his sister felt safe and cheerful again.
“Better than going out.” He rolled over, reached out to snag a pillow,
and shut his eyes at last.
Natividad
gave her twin a quick grin and an OK sign. Miguel raised a
conspiratorial eyebrow and went back to his ads, careful not to rustle
the papers.
* * * * *
“I
like this one,” Miguel announced in the morning, waving a slice of cold
pizza illustratively in the air over the newspaper. “See? It’s old, but
those Korean cars last a long time, and the ad says it’s got good tires
for snow. It’s a little more than you said, but maybe we can bargain
the price down. The phone number is the same as the hotel; I mean the
first three numbers, so I think the address is maybe not too far away. I
bet we could get a map at the desk.”
Natividad
had figured out how to use the coffee pot in the room and now she sat
on her bed, drinking coffee and watching Miguel finish the pizza. The
pizza looked disgusting, but the coffee was good. She would have liked
to add cinnamon, but it was alright the way it was. The shower was
running. Either Alejandro was feeling safe enough to leave off guarding
the room for two minutes, or else he’d realized it was important to look
as civilized as possible when they met the Dimilioc black dogs.
Natividad
was betting on the latter: she didn’t think Alejandro ever felt safe
anymore. She said, “Newport isn’t very big, is it? You think we can
walk?”
“I’ll
have to call, find out where this is.” Miguel looked at the phone but
didn’t reach for it. Natividad understood perfectly. Black dogs,
especially when they were nervous, liked to feel like they made all the
important decisions. Her twin would wait until he could ask Alejandro
for permission to make that call. He finished the slice of pizza
instead. Then he looked wistfully at the last piece in the box, but he
didn’t touch it in case Alejandro might want it.
“Maybe we can stop somewhere for cinnamon rolls or something,” Natividad suggested.
Miguel made a face. “Those cinnamon rolls! Too much sugary goo.”
“I
got the cinnamon roll gene,” Natividad said smugly. “All you got was
the gene for pizza. Cold pizza.” She pretended to shudder. Then, since
Alejandro had opened the bathroom door in a puff of steam, she went to
see what things she might have clean. Things that would make her look
civilized and grown up.
To
her, the steam seemed very faintly scented with charcoal and ash. She
touched Alejandro’s arm in passing, taking the edge off his tension and
anger. Pausing, her brother looked down at her and smiled suddenly, the
way he could: a swift hard-edged protective smile that said more clearly
than words, I won’t let anything bad happen to you. “I know,” Natividad
said. She patted his arm again and went on into the bathroom, closing
the door behind her.
The
water was hot and came down hard, stinging. The shampoo smelled of
lemons and pine needles. Natividad used the hotel’s blow-dryer – really,
American hotels were so thoughtful – and put her hair up, pinning it
carefully so it would stay. She chose pink crystal earrings to match her
pink blouse. Then she stood and looked at herself in the mirror for a
long time, tilting her head one way and another, trying different
expressions, trying to see if she looked grown up and confident. She
thought she did. She was thinner, now. That made her face look
different, more like Mamá’s. Only not really.
Turning abruptly, she went out into the main hotel room, and said, just a little too sharply, “Are we ready? Can we go now?”
* * * * *
They
bought Miguel’s second-choice car. It was a little more expensive, but
the woman who owned it was telling the truth when she said it was in
good shape and would handle snow well. The owner of the first car had
lied about those things. It was hard to lie to a black dog, and not so
easy to lie to Natividad, either. That man hadn’t understood how he’d
given himself away, but he’d been too scared of Alejandro to protest
when Natividad told him he should be ashamed of himself.
This
woman was much nicer. Alejandro stood back, arms crossed over his
chest, his attention on the peaceful streets, not looking at the woman
because he was trying not to scare her while Miguel and Natividad
handled the purchase. Buying the car took almost all the rest of their
money, but it was worth it because the woman had delivered mail for
twenty years and turned out to know all the roads. She was happy to go
over the directions Miguel showed her.
“I’m
retiring, but this was my work car. It’s old, but it’s a good one. It
can handle the roads as long as the snow doesn’t get too deep. It’ll get
you to Lewis, right enough. Got family there, do you?” The woman’s
eyebrows went up on that last. She didn’t sound exactly doubtful, but
Natividad thought that was just because she was polite.
“Papá was from there,” Natividad assured her. “He met Mamá in Mexico.”
“Of
course.” The woman’s gaze lingered on Natividad’s face. “Your mama was a
beautiful woman, I can see.” Then, possibly noticing Natividad suddenly
blink hard, she turned briskly back to Miguel. “You’ll get to Lewis
alright, I expect. Good thing you didn’t wait to come in right at
Christmas, there’ll be a lot more snow by then. But it’s easy enough.
You take state highway 105 east just like it says here, but then you jog
south a mile or so on Derby Line Road. You’re going to skirt along the
western edge of Derby Lake, then take highway 111 east and a bit south.
Let me draw you a map.” She fished in her purse for a pad and pencil.
“See, you’ll go right through Island Pond and Brighton, that’s all one
town these days so don’t let yourselves be confused by the signs.”
“Yes, ma’am. I mean, no, ma’am,” Miguel promised. “I won’t.”
“You
sure you’re old enough to drive, young man? Well, never mind. Look
here, the highway goes off this way, but you’ll take McConnell Pond Road
north and then keep on it. It’ll turn into Eagle Nest Road and then
into Upper Tin Shack Road, but you just keep on and you’ll get to Lewis
alright.” The woman hesitated, glancing at Natividad. “You know – you do
know, that’s all the Kingdom Forest, really? Lewis is right on the edge
of the Forest. It’s no place for…” she stopped again and finished,
“Well, if you’ve family there, you’ll be alright.”
Natividad
tried to guess what the woman had intended to say. No place for
foreigners? Mexicans? Kids? Ordinary humans? She wondered how much a
mail driver might have learned about Dimilioc in twenty years of
delivering letters and packages to Lewis and Brighton and Island Pond
and all those little towns and villages in Dimilioc’s territory.
“Thanks
for the directions,” Miguel said, his tone bland. He opened the back
door of the car and threw in their pack, then shut the door again and
looked at Natividad. She began to count out the bills. Everyone was
distracted by the sight of all that money. At least, Natividad thought
afterward that that was why none of them, not even Alejandro, realized
the black dogs were there until they attacked.
There
were two of them, though in the first instant of the attack Natividad
thought there were more because they took up so much space and moved so
fast. They were huge, more like mastiffs than wolves, with broad heads
and heavy shoulders, and blunt muzzles set with jet black fangs. To
experienced eyes, they didn’t look like any natural animal at all – they
were much too big, their eyes blazed fiery gold and red, and the snow
exploded into steam with each bounding footfall as they rushed forward.
Black
dogs usually didn’t work together very well, but these separated as
they rushed forward, the larger attacking Alejandro and the smaller
lunging up and over a parked car to get to Natividad. She saw, in that
one frozen moment, how his long black claws, almost bearlike, left
gouges and slashes not just in the paintwork, but even in the metal
itself.
Without
thinking, she ducked backward into the car they had just bought,
slammed the door, and locked it – she knew in her mind how little
protection the fragile metal and glass could provide, but it might slow
the black dog down a little. She drew a pentagram on the car window with
a shaking hand, whispering words of warding – that was better
protection than the car itself, and the black dog veered away, screaming
with frustration and hatred, his voice rising to an inhuman keen that
ended in a hiss. Rearing up on his hind legs, he swayed back and forth,
torn between bloodlust and the dread of Pure magic.
Miguel
knew better than to stay close to Natividad during a black dog attack.
He looked horrified, but he also jerked the woman who had sold them the
car almost off her feet in his rush to get them both away from
Natividad’s attacker and back to the dubious safety of her house.
Natividad was as horrified as her twin looked: Miguel couldn’t ward the
house, and that wooden door would be no protection at all. The black dog
dropped back to all fours and rushed after them, and she could see he
would catch them before they reached the house. He would kill Miguel and
the woman, and then come back to deal with Natividad at his leisure.
The other one would kill Alejandro and together they would get her out
of the car somehow-
Alejandro
caught the black dog before he had gone three strides. Alejandro,
Natividad realized instantly, was glad to fight – fiercely glad of the
chance to let go of all his hard control, all the tight-held fury and
frustration of the journey, all the grief and rage he had carried from
Nuevo León. His shadow had come up fast and hard, bringing with it the
cambio de cuerpo, the change of body, in plenty of time to meet the
attack. Alejandro was lost in the battle-lust of his black dog shadow –
but he had not for an instant forgotten about his sister or brother.
He
had not stayed to meet his own attacker. He must have ducked and gotten
away, because now he leaped onto the hood of Natividad’s car, and then
the roof – the thin metal boomed and deformed under the impact – and
then flung himself from that height down upon the black dog pursuing
Miguel. Alejandro did not flinch from Natividad’s magic, but their other
attacker, coming after him, was forced to take precious seconds to go
around the car rather than over, and in that time Alejandro tore into
the smaller one, who had plainly not looked for attack from the rear.
Alejandro’s claws tore across his spine, and his massive jaws crushed
and tore the black dog’s neck. The creature cried out, collapsing,
dying, his body contorting and twisting back into human shape, horribly
piecemeal so that half his body and the lower part of his face were
still black dog when the rest was human. Black ichor and red blood
spattered the snow, and the black dog’s shadow, torn free from his body,
shredded into the cold air, dispersing, gone.
Alejandro
did not pause to roar his triumph, but whirled to meet their remaining
attacker. Alejandro’s jaws dripped with ichor, fire flickered behind his
black fangs, the powerful muscles of his shoulders bunched and rippled
as he lowered his massive head. His snarl was a terrible, ripping sound
of threat and bloodlust.
His opponent hurled himself forward, shrieking his rage and hatred.
Alejandro
leaped away sideways, then pivoted and met him after all. Natividad
thought she could almost feel the shock of their collision, even from
inside the car. Then there was a real impact, as Alejandro flung his
enemy into the side of the vehicle. The car’s back door crumped inward.
Natividad screamed, a small, embarrassing sound, and pressed her hands
over her mouth, shrinking back. But her magic flared as the black dog
hit the warded car and the black dog shrieked again, this time in pain
as well as fury. In that instant, while he struggled to get clear,
Alejandro tore into him in deadly earnest. There was a fast series of
blows Natividad couldn’t follow, and then black ichor sprayed, smoking,
against the windows of the car. Both black dogs vanished below the level
of her sight, and only one rose again.
Natividad
opened the door on the opposite side of the car, very carefully and
slowly. She wanted to hide in the car forever and never get out again,
but of course she couldn’t. Alejandro needed her. She knew it. That was
why she had the courage to get out. He snarled at her as she came around
the front of the vehicle, a long ugly sound with a wicked hiss in it.
“Hush,”
said Natividad. She put a hand on her brother’s massive shoulder,
feeling the muscles rock-hard under his shaggy pelt. “Hush. We’re
alright. Somos bien. There aren’t any more, isn’t that right? Only the
two and you killed them both. Isn’t that right? We’re safe. It’s alright
now.” She thought he understood her. He lost language when his black
dog came up, but she thought he understood her anyway. She looked past
him, checking on Miguel. Her twin was halfway back to the car, bringing
the woman with him. She didn’t try to get away from him. She looked
stunned. Natividad knew how she felt.
“We’re
alright,” Natividad said to Miguel, then suddenly found herself almost
in tears, which was ridiculous because now everything was fine. She
leaned shakily against the car, rubbing a hand hard across her mouth.
The bodies crumpled in the snow looked completely human now. The black
ichor had all burned away, leaving only red spatters across the snow and
the car and everything.
Alejandro’s
massive head turned from side to side, his nostrils flaring as he
scented the air for more enemies. But at last he shifted, slowly, and
with some unpleasant fits and starts, back toward his human form. It
took several minutes, during which Miguel, with cool practicality,
dragged both bodies away behind a hedge and began kicking snow over the
worst of the blood. It was already bitterly cold. Natividad had almost
forgotten, until she saw the blood freezing into crystals in the snow,
how cold it was. Shivering, glad of her mittens, she got a handful of
snow and began to scrub the blood off the car. She glanced at Miguel and
then at the woman who had sold them the car, wondering what they could
do about her. She would obviously call the police as soon as they were
gone…
“Now
I believe your father was from Lewis,” the woman said, her voice shaky
but emphatic. She stared at the blood, cast a horrified glance at the
half-concealed bodies, and didn’t look at Alejandro at all, which must
have taken quite an effort. “I sure do. Oh, my God. I never… My God, in
broad daylight… Jesus Christ.”
Alejandro
straightened at last, looking almost entirely human. He stared at the
woman. She met his gaze for a moment with horrified wonder, but looked
away again before Miguel, once more at her side, needed to warn her
about that. She said rapidly, “I don’t know anything, I don’t want to
know anything, I don’t care what you people do, anyway they attacked
you, not that it’s any of my business, alright? Take the car, just take
it, that’s fine, I don’t care, somebody else can find the bodies, it
won’t be the first time lately, alright?”
“Alejandro…” Natividad began.
“You won’t call the police,” said Miguel. Though he spoke to the woman, his raised-eyebrow look was for Natividad.
“No. No! I swear I won’t! I swear!”
The
woman was starting to cry, which was kind of awful. Natividad said
quickly, “She’s telling the truth, you know. She really is. You must be
able to tell that as well as I can, ‘Jandro.” That was why her twin had
made the woman deny it, of course: so Natividad and Alejandro could hear
the truth in her voice. She patted her brother anxiously on the arm.
The human shape of his arm was reassuring, but his muscles were still
hard with tension.
“We can leave right now, get out of town immediately,” Miguel put in smoothly.
“Anyway,
I bet the police here don’t want to interfere with Dimilioc. Whatever
they know or don’t know or have figured out since the war, you know
there’s got to be a long, long tradition in this town of staying way out
of Dimilioc business.”
Alejandro
rubbed his hands across his face. The anger was ebbing at last, or at
least he was getting it under control. He dropped his hands, stared at
Natividad for a moment, and then said, his voice gritty with the
remnants of black dog rage, “Me de igual. Está bien.”
“Right,” said Natividad, relieved. “Right. Bien.” She patted his shoulder.
Natividad
thought the woman might change her mind and call the police after all
as soon as they were gone, but she didn’t say so. Anyway, Miguel was
right, of course. The people of Newport, including the police,
undoubtedly did have a long tradition of staying out of Dimilioc
business, so probably there would be no trouble. Or not from the police.
Natividad wished she knew whether those black dogs could possibly have
belonged to Vonhausel. But Vonhausel shouldn’t have dared trespass on
Dimilioc territory. She looked at Miguel.
“They
can’t be Vonhausel’s,” her twin said, answering her exact fear. “Right
on the edge of the Kingdom Forest? I don’t believe it. They were
strays.” But despite his firm tone, Miguel was frowning. He said
abruptly, “Dimilioc should have tighter control than this. Strays, here?
I wonder how strong Dimilioc actually is, now…” But then, as Alejandro
shifted his weight, Miguel fell abruptly silent.
Natividad
said nothing. She didn’t want Alejandro to know how scared she still
was. Then he would be angry again, and his shadow would press at him,
and she didn’t dare cost him even a shred of his control. They had this
good car now, and soon they would be at Dimilioc, and then her brother
would need every bit of his control. So, Natividad tried to think of
cheerful things – hot chocolate, say. Except then she thought of Mamá’s
kitchen, and Mamá, and that was worse. So, then she tried to think of
nothing at all.
Chapter Two
The
car finally got irretrievably stuck a few miles north of Lewis, on a
nameless road that twisted up the sides of steep rocky hills and then
chopped its way back down again.
Miguel
was much better with cars and driving than either Alejandro or
Natividad, and someone had to drive, but the road got worse and worse,
and Natividad was not surprised when her twin finally lost control on
one particularly steep curvy bit. When the car skidded, Alejandro put
out an arm to brace her, and Miguel took his foot off the gas, and the
car slid gently sideways off the road and tucked itself into a snowdrift
at the base of a granite ridge. The gentle impact was little worse than
when the bus had hit potholes in parking lots on their way north.
Natividad uttered a small scream, mostly to tease her twin. Miguel
winced, embarrassed. “Sorry,” he said to both of them. “Sorry. It’s not
like normal driving. I thought I slowed down enough.”
“Está bien,” Alejandro reassured his brother. “It doesn’t matter.”
He
didn’t sound angry at all. Natividad guessed her older brother might
even be glad that the car had run off the road. He might not mind if
there was one delay and then another, so that the moment they came to
the heart of Dimilioc remained a moment in the future and not yet this
moment. She would understand that. She was Pure, so she was safe –
pretty safe – and Miguel was only human. But Alejandro – black dogs were
so territorial. Miguel thought it would be OK, but Natividad thought
her twin might be too sure of his logical analysis of what Grayson
Lanning ought to do to really believe he might do something else.
“So,
I guess we’ll walk the rest of the way,” Miguel said, once they were
all sure the car was stuck. He patted the steering wheel wistfully.
“Maybe we can get the car back later.” He reached into the back seat for
their pack, glancing over his shoulder at Natividad. “It can’t be so
far now. Three or four miles, maybe. And it’s not that cold.”
This
was optimistic. It was very cold. No part of Nuevo León ever got so
cold, not even the mountains. Here, their breath trailed white and
frozen through the brilliant air, puffs of living steam against the
stark black branches of the trees. And there was a great deal of snow
here. Natividad could not remember snow ever falling at home in Potosi,
far less at Hualahuises where Mamá’s family had lived.
They
pushed their way through knee-deep snow all afternoon. The whole world
was white and black: the occasional green of needled pine and the flash
of red as a bird flew by only served to accent the bleakness of the
winter forest. Natividad could not imagine how the bird could live in
this frozen world, where there seemed neither fruit nor seed nor insect
nor anything else that might sustain living creatures. She thought this
must be a hard country for bird or beast. A hard country for people,
too. Even for black dogs.
Yet
this cold northern world was not perfectly silent. Pine needles rattled
in the occasional breeze; now and then a clump of snow fell softly from
a branch. Somewhere not far away a bird called sharply, unmusically.
Perhaps the red one, perhaps another; Natividad did not know the birds
of this country. They had occasionally seen others through the
afternoon: little ones of gray and buff and white; once a small flock of
large black ones, like crows but bigger, which might have been ravens.
She
stumbled over a snow-covered rock, and Alejandro touched her arm,
stopping her. “You are alright?” he asked her. “Not too tired?”
“I’m
fine,” Natividad said, waving away any concern, but she could tell from
the way that Alejandro looked at her that he didn’t believe her. She
smiled at him reassuringly, but the smile took a deliberate effort. She
was tired. And the cold was awful. But she didn’t want to make her
brothers stop for her sake. Miguel, hovering protectively at her elbow,
looked alright, but Miguel had spent his whole life trying to keep up
with their older brother. He was not tall, but he was sturdy and strong
for an ordinary human, and the cold did not seem to bother him as much
as it bothered her.
Alejandro
himself, of course, did not really feel the cold. Black dogs didn’t. It
wasn’t fair. Natividad gave Alejandro a look in which she tried to
combine scornful amusement and impatience. She said, again, “I’m fine.”
Her breath, like Alejandro’s, hung in the air, a visible echo of her
words.
“She’s fine,” Miguel said, putting an arm around her shoulders.
Natividad leaned against her twin, her smile suddenly genuine. “See?”
Alejandro
was not convinced. “We could stop, rest. We have not come very far. I
think we still have a long way to walk. You should rest. We could make a
fire. You have those cerillos? Matches?” He looked at Miguel. “We could
boil water, have coffee. Eat something. Then you would have not so much
to carry.”
Miguel
grinned, a flash of white teeth in his dark face. His smile was their
father’s. Just recently, as Miguel had shot up in height and lost the
plump softness of childhood, Natividad had begun to see echoes of their
American father’s bony features emerging in her twin’s face. “I’m fine,
too,” Miguel said. “But I wouldn’t mind carrying some of this weight on
the inside instead of the outside.”
Miguel,
though much less strong than Alejandro, was the only one of them
carrying a real burden. Natividad carried a shoulder bag with matches
and a thermal blanket and some food, and her brothers had insisted on
her carrying their small remaining cache of American money. Her twin
carried everything else: the little pot to boil water; mugs and powdered
cocoa; jerky and nuts. Extra clothes, too – especially for Natividad,
of course, which was a little embarrassing, but only a little. It wasn’t
her fault her brothers didn’t care about clothes.
Since
they had known their car might not be able to get all the way to
Dimilioc, they had brought the things she and Miguel might need if the
cold got too bad. More than that, they had not wanted to abandon every
last trace of their past. Buried in the middle of Miguel’s pack,
Natividad knew, was Mamá’s special wooden flute, wrapped up in
Natividad’s favorite dress, the one with all the ruffles.
They
hadn’t had to argue who would carry the pack. Last year, when she and
Miguel had been only fourteen, he might have argued. Even Natividad
herself might have argued. She might have thought Alejandro should carry
the pack because he was the biggest and had the black dog strength. But
this year, they all understood that Alejandro could not carry any
burden because he needed his hands free.
Alejandro
carried only a knife: the silver one she had blooded for him. If worse
came to worst, he would fight. If he fought well enough, if Natividad
had time to use her maraña, then maybe she and Miguel would be able to
get away. Lewis was not so far behind them, and if they could get
another car, maybe they would be able to get all the way off Dimilioc
territory.
The
truth was, if worse came to worst, probably they would all die. But
that had been so since the day Mamá and Papá had been killed. Even
before that, in fact, though they had not known that when they were
younger. So short a time ago, when they had all been children, before
the war between black dogs and the blood kin had weakened Dimilioc, and
Vonhausel had renewed his own war with Papá… Natividad shut those
memories away with a sharp effort.
“I’m
not too tired,” she said. “I can go on.” She looked at her watch, a
cheap one with a black plastic strap and a pink face, and a white kitten
to point out the hours and minutes. She put back the hood of her coat
and looked at the sky, where the sun lay already low above the horizon.
So comfortless and distant, that sun. She could almost believe cold
radiated from it, and not warmth at all.
Alejandro
said, “No. You two should eat something. Is that not what you said,
Natividad? People need to eat more in the cold. You told us that.”
“You
did say that,” said Miguel, so placidly that Natividad could not argue.
Her twin was very hard to argue with. “Of course you should eat
something. Some jerky, maybe. I’ll take one of those nut bars with the
chocolate, if you’ve got any more. And we should drink some water.”
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